I just heard from our doctor that our 3rd IVF cycle resulted in a negative pregnancy test.  How to I begin to explain how I am feeling.  I thought this was it. I thought that I was feeling all the pregnancy symptoms.  It’s scary (insurance only helps with 1 more cycle), it’s soul crushing, it’s alienating, it’s lonely, .  I will begin to share our story in future posts, but for now, I just need to vent.  Sushi + red wine +yoga pants